I know our love will never be the same
But I can't stand the growing pains
"Emotions run rampant as I sit in reflection, mentally reenacting the times and places in which caused me to become so engulfed in love with you......It's gonna be a while before I'm once again complacent" -Me
Today I don't feel this way.
This October 7th, 2009, I don't hold this emotion.
In this present moment, I am happy.
Not hurt. I'm okay.
But once upon a time, I felt like this
I was this woman before
Eyes so green I become another, less likeable version of myself
A woman scorned
...By Love (capital necessary)
.......and this song sang a familiar tune to my soul.
Before I heal, it's gonna be a while
I know it's gonna be a while, chile